How It All Started
by Friendzoned Cuck

Synopsis:
This is a prequel to my Batnett family toilet cuck story. This is sort of my story of how it all began.

Chapter 1 :
I met up H in a party that one of my friend took me and she knew few people in the same group. I saw H and I couldn't stop leering as she was a petite beauty she had short shiny blond hair , reminded me of Audrey Hepburn, flawless white skin and had a very full face with lovely eyes and had ample bossom for a petite girl.
She was wearing a top and tight plaid trousers with quad muscles almost visible , she exchanged greetings then she turned around to put her coat away and oh my lord.. her prized possession , it was round , peachy 🍑 , just a thing of beauty. This is kryptonite for Indian single guy like me, absolutely gorgeous, never seen such an exquisite ass in a petite body as if it belonged to a bigger curvy girl. My friend elbowed me, saying, stop gawking as she faced me and said hello I just managed to say it back and shook her hands.I dont know what this was but I was extremely compelled to her , it was more than just attraction to a beautiful white queen ,as whatever she was saying I was mesmerised. At one point of night she said she is too tired cant even get up to get her coat and bag .I automatically got up and got it for her, and then she didn't even remember my name and laughed a bit saying that I am such a dear . All night she danced with her friends and my friends but not me. I also bought her drinks and she took it without a care but overall her voice was polite she did thank me.

The whole night, I kept following her around almost like a bee to honey, and she hardly spoke to me. After a week, I sent a friend request on Facebook, and that's where it all kicked off.

I asked her for a coffee, thinking its a date, but when we met, she brought her friend E, who also in the party, and they both greeted me with a hug, wow 1st time so close to these beautiful white girls. Then they both started talking as if I didn't even exist and suddenly H said or ordered "oh yh 2 cappuccinos please , can you please be a dear and get it" still polite but firm like an order. I felt so used but turned on at the same time . I dont exactly know when FEMDOM began in my life but I think it was the time when I was in high school I was made as a pony for my bully and then had to kiss her shoe, my bully was a bigger girl and something happened since then and I enjoyed it.
I am an average looking Indian guy and had a few relationships before but they dumped me saying it wasnt me it was them.
I thought it was my smaller ding dong but also it was me in general of being a pushover. I did have this hope that H will be the perfect GF who I will do anything for.

Chapter 2

House party( proposal)

So fast forward after that coffee meet we met few times more and I asked H out to which she said she would think about it, ohh butterflies in my stomach, will the girl of my dreams become my gf . Nothing for a few days and then I got invited to a family and friends dinner for H's birthday.

H lives with her mum and I thought to myself that it's a step up to be invited to her home and I prepare that it's getting serious.

I arrived at H's home and saw her family and I saw where H's beauty gene is coming from . H has an older sister who is tall and drop dead gorgeous with curly hair and yes the ass was an asset with a heart shape and accentuated with this exquisite tight white jeans, but I could tell that she was mixed race as she wasnt white but sort of darker complexion but still fair skinned . Then it was her Mum, oh my goodness, she looked like a Hollywood actress , looked like she was in her late 30s, but it turns out she is about mid-50s . Oh, she is the Queen as she had an aura about her . I don't know what it was, but I felt compelled to her like she was the boss. She is also blonde like H and slightly taller and fuller but still in petite category Miss L was wearing tight blue jeans and a white top and her body oh my goodness was nothing short of a model . Now I see where H gets her 🍑 from, that was just magnificent,piece of art. I don't know why she probably knew who I truly am even before me, she looked at me with a bit of disdain from the start and asked H, who am I and H told her . MISS L had a bit of smirk and said "India , don't tell me you are doing an engineering course to stay here" , I said yes and she laughed , H said " mum please dont start "and miss L raised her hand. "
Miss L : Bring the glasses from the kitchen and be careful (no thanks/ please )just a simple order.

Then, one thing led to another, I was racking up the dishwasher and cleaning the kitchen top ; H came and looked at me with a questioning look.

A: Ohh just helping out here.
H: oh wow, aren't you a domestic one, and she laughed.
H told her sister and her friend E , they all looked at me and laughed a bit, and then her mum L came.
H : Mum, I can't believe you made A to clean up.
L: Oh no, he offered, and he is grateful that he is invited, and it's not every day you get invited to a proper British household .Do you A?
A: No miss L, I haven't. Thanks for your gratitude and kindness, I appreciate it.

The party went on, but I felt a certain change as I was servile towards H's family and started filling up glasses and at one poiny got ordered by H's mum's friends t9 brong food and fill up glasses, ofcourse I obliged. I overheard miss L , she was telling her friends how she just went for a run just before the party and I always had a thing for shoes and I remembered running shoes were outside and looked just used .
I went outside and saw those Nike air when no one was about got down on my knees and took a big solid whiff . Oh, that was musky, so intoxicating , what's wrong with me, I prayed that it belonged to Miss L and I knew somehow its got t9 be hers. I am so aroused , oh my old femdom habit is kicking in they are such a beautiful family. I heard a small ruffle and quickly stood up. There she was, and Miss L looked at me suspiciously .

L: Well, what are you doing here close to my shoes?
A: Ohh i just came out for fresh air
Miss L: Hmm.( She accepted but looked suspicious). Hey, you said you appreciate our hospitality. Iam kind so I will let you show your appreciation if you clean up after the guests have left ; I am a bit tired after working all day. What do you think of this opportunity A?
A: Of course, Miss L, it will be my great pleasure, and my head was down looking at her feet.

I was still blushing that I almost got caught, sniffing her running shoes and doing anything to get out. But that interaction showed me what she thought of me , even though I haven't come to realisation, she knew me already!

Guests left, and I started clearing up plates, and Miss L got the vaccum out for me.
Miss L: I'm going to catch up on my show with H and rest; you can carry on.

I felt a bit weird. I have never had to clean up to someone else's party, but it was like a great opportunity to show my worth and my servile attitude took over, and I started vacuuming, I really wanted to do a good job.
H came in and looked at me really quizzically again and then to her Mum , said "oh well I guess carry on A, what can I say" and laughed a bit.

They both spoke without a care in the world for me talking about their careers, how successful L is in her textile business and H has stated her career as a teacher in private school.

I finished and then looked at H longingly , thinking she may answer to me asking her out.
H: If you want some food leftovers are in kitchen we will just chill here . Please do close the door behind you and thanks for clearing and cleaning up!
Miss L: whispered, why thank him ? he is very grateful of being here and it's an opportunity for him to show some gratitude.
A , take the bin bag with you on your way out and change it to a new one!

H laughed again shaking her head, I heard Miss L " what did I tell you , and you thought him..hmmmmm a sigh "

Ok that was something but strangely turning me on that I was almost used like a servant but also wondered what did miss L meant by that statement. I did take some leftovers and cleaned the bin and wanted to say bye but thier door was closed that H so I left.

I still had hope I can win H over but I think after that night something changed in H's behaviour and she became , how do I put it more my boss than friend in our "relationship " , we met few times but it was always to help out like setting up her classroom, shopping and errands.
I almost had a text alert and guess what , I was so happy doing it.

Chapter 3:

The Night out .

So it had been almost 2 weeks since I asked H out, and she hasn't actually responded back to me .
Instead I get a text at around 11pm on a Friday night , "hey A would you meet me in Kushion club I am with E and others, bring me my flat shoes that I left at your flat."
I got to the club ,the bouncers looked at me and didn't let me in, and I texted H . H explained to the bouncers, and they laughed at me looking up and down and eventually let me in. H explained that the bouncer didn't believe me that H was actually my friend , wow, I felt insulted. There was E looking all pretty as usual, E is a tall white brunette beauty and has a very curvy body maybe slightly bigger but not fat as such by any means and she was chatting with this buff guy with a big back although small in height. H srt of half hugged him from behind and then proceeded with her hands on his big shoulder and leaned a bit . They all had their jackets in thier arm and literally started giving it to me piling on , H didn't even introduce me . H then said "Oh, sorry, this is A if you can see him behind the jackets ". E sneered oh it maybe better that way for A , our personal moving coat rack..she never thought much of me to be honest. H CONTINUED: oh yh give him your jacket S he will take it away , oh A would you be a dear and put these all away to cloak room and get us some drinks 2 G and Ts for us girlies and whisky on rocks for S.

Wow, here I was dreaming of probably having a positive response for my proposal of asking her out,it doesn't look that way as there is a new mysterious buff man . I hoped it was E's new boyfriend but didn't look like it by the way H leaned on him. I paid for cloakroom and drinks and then took the drinks over . Oh no, snap, it spilled a bit, and some dropped on S's beautiful leather shoes . They looked expensive, and omg the glare he gave me of complete fury, and H exclaimed "oh no, you clumsy idiot"! she never addressed me that way . I still think about it till this day as I can't believe what took over me to do what I did following that scene . I do think that was my descent or rise into acceptance of my true nature of submission. I got on one knee took S's shoe on the lap and started wiping and spit shining apologising and then just did the other one even though I didn't spill on it as it was a natural thing to do . Flash click oh there was the club photographer and giving a thumbs up and laughing, did the man just captture this scene , how would I explain it. The girls were looking at me dumbstruck and H in particular had this smile and shake of head. S patted my head smiling thanks dude those Shoes cost a fortune you know , you better hope they don't get ruined by this . He had this gentleman demeanour about him , although he knew somehow that he is way superior to me. After that incident, it was some dancing , H and S were dancing very intimate ,while I stood at the corner like a loser . A guy approached E and in the process shoved me aside ,he was black and well built; E likes them black. There was a point that the 4 were dancing and the new guy pointed at me started laughing and heard the word Freindzoned CUCK . H was grinding with S when R Kelly song came up , I have never seen her like that, so much naughtiness and joy in her eyes; my heart was breaking in million pieces, but she felt joyful. The night continued with me buying more drinks even for E's new guy who felt the need to make fun of my dressing sense and saying Indians are so uncool and they all laughed. E was going home with the black stud and said something to H where H blushed . What followed is a scene which is still in my head forever, H looked at me with a bit of smile and then went straight to S and kissed him , oh they went on for over a minute and people stared , I had tears in my eyes and I wiped it quickly. H and S were chatting a while ,I was holding their jackets and stuff as their butler, what has brought me to do this. They spoke for a while and then S came to me , shook my hand and said make sure H gets home OK I replied oh of course yes Sir , (what the actual f..k) , they both laughed, S left as he could walk home. H walked to me and looked at me and said what's wrong with me , saying I am being more weird than usual and asked me if I can book a taxi for her. That was my night so far ,paying for all the drinks for her and for all her friends,cloakroom, watching her dance with another man kiss him and now also book her taxi home, I am at a new friendzoned low.

Uber showed a wait time of 45 minutes to 60 mins, I showed her, and then as a rescue I offered her to come to mine . She looked at me with a smile and said, "Don't get any ideas, I will come and I will take your comfi couch. You know I told H I can't go with him on our 1st night." I had this ray of hope now, but quickly, it will be shattered . My house was 10 minutes by walk, and I gave H her flat shoes and I actually started placing it in her feet, and she let me, wow,she patted my head and said thanks.

Chapter 4 post night out

Warning: fart sniffing and scat

I got things ready at my place and deliberately left the window open in the living room and gave a very thin blanket to H . Halfway through the night, there was a knock at my bedroom door , oh my plan worked ! H came to my bedroom, said look its really cold ,and she asked if she can sleep in the bed with me
H continued "Look we should sleep head to toe, so no funny business", and I ofcourse agreed. It was one giant duvet, so she got in and I slept at her feet. I then felt it was my chance and offered "Hey, H, you know, I am good at massaging feet, and I know it must have been hard for you wearing high heels all night." H was sleepy but looked at me and said," OK, go on show me what you got, " and I started rubbing her feet and she was almost sleepy and started moaningin pleasure. I can't believe I have finally got to touch her ,I felt so natural at her feet as if some part of me has awakened that I didn't know and its more than love , it's actual devotion. At this moment nothing mattered, I want to give my life for her anything she wants from me she can have it , as I kept rubbing her feet.She slurred" oh at least you are good at something", I was in a trance and put her feet on my chest which she didnt object to as i saw her gorgeous white feet few inches from my face and I kept rubbing. I felt her breathing heavily and she was laying on her back and then she turned from her back to her sides with her back to me and her feet moved away in proccess , the sole of H'sfeet got placed at my forehead unsure if it was deliberate, H says no till this day . I didn't want to move, I felt at peace as if this my true calling my head at H's feet 🙇‍♂️ , a true total ownership of me.I was never religious and felt like can't pray to someone or something that I can't see , but this is real the power, the devotion and warmth in my heart and at this point H became my Goddess H and truly owned my mind body and soul. I knew that this is a bond for the rest of my existence , beneath my Goddess H and I cant deny this no more. Then for the 1st time I prayed to my new one true GODDESS silently
"My Goddess H you own me ,
my mind,body and soul truly belongs under you, my life is yours and I pray for your blessings, and always be forever at your service.
your slave and devotee A."
I can hear her light snores, I have never been so close in proximity to goddess H and at this point she arched her back a bit which arched her ass right above me .Oh wow I can catch a glimpse of her perfect white goddess 🍑 purrrrfection in tight leggings like in darkness of duvet as she was wearing her white leggings which really helped and It was my holy temple, I felt. I moved my face from goddess's holy feet towards her gorgeous curvy 🍑 to pray , I was so deeply mesmerised by my goddess's ass that I would do anything for it and started hoping that it would bless me.
I became so aroused and drawn to it ,I put my nose close to goddess's ass in middle partition of the leggings and at the center assuming where her asshole was and started sniffing oh that was intoxicating and yes the ripe aroma confirmed it. I understand that's where my Goddess releases her waste but comeon it's goddess's 🍑 am I crazy to deny the aroma? This was a total trance , I can't imagine if goddess would wake up and catch me . I was 1/2 inch from goddess asshole and my instincts took over, I nestled my nose in and sniffed the goddess aroma. After 5 mins of me losing my head on this deeply arousing sniff , something crazy and unreal happened my nose got pulled in like a vaccum and this is what happens I believe when some one has a certain biological process !
Goddess's ass kept my nose sucked in for a bit oh wow that feeling was an aphrodisiac and then after 20 secs of being sucked in goddess's ass ,it released my nose with an expulsion of prummmmmmmmprrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhttt almost 20 sec of a ripe gaseous FART !!!! I got a fart from my one true god WOW! I cried a little in ecstasy oh that was a hot point blank burst of smell , it was pungent but wow I loved it . I could smell chorizo and Oh yess and at this point where my toilet instincts started coming for the 1st time in life.I felt if I died here I will die happy that I am so close to my Goddess and sniffed her fart straight from its source, wow just wow. So I kept my face at goddess 🍑 and started thinking I would literally take all that comes out of my goddess's ass. Iam a freak , I will eat her shit , yes I truly wanted to; I couldn't recognise myself as I felt deeply as Goddess's toilet, what has happened. I wanted to date H and suddenly I find myself praying to her as my goddess H and sniffing her farts and hoping for more, for her actual shit and be her toilet, this is it and this is truly who I am I have to accept myself as her toilet.
Am I to date her , really who am I kidding ! I am sniffing her fart and yes, I have came without touching myself by goddess's fart. So I concentrated and started getting deeper into this slavery and pray to her ass for more 🍑💨 and experimented with open mouth instead of nose to actually taste it. I got blessed with 7 farts in space of next 2 hours prrrrrustttt ,punshhh...i ate it all ohh they were actually flavorful and tasty a bit sweet too . I fell asleep in goddess 🍑, awakened by brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrsttthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhumppppppphjhhhhhhttttt back of my throat a bassy fart at 5 am ,my mouth acted like a spring got pulled deep in gooddess ass and then sort of expelled out with the gas, that was a powerful,amazing ride of a gas experience but I am loving this humiliation of getting farted on by my crush who is my new god. She almost got awakened by that fart as I heard movements or so I thought , as at that time I did think she was completely sleeping all this time. I adjusted myself I was having the taste of faint shit almost in my mouth after consuming farts all night from goddess , its so yummy and i am so lucky!

Goddess started moving more around 6 30 so I thought its better to move away so that I am not caught redhanded . Goddess H woke up around 7 am saying" oh what a night I am starving" I heard this and I got up ,my goddess needs food as I should be thankful for all the gifts from her holy ass .